The Goat

i havent even tried to sleep because i've been too busy.

why? well right now even if i was trying to sleep, there's an obnoxious cat that sounds like it's dying. is it? no. at least not that i know of. but if he keeps this up? my answer just might change.

also, though, i stumbled across several old pictures on my computer which got my goat

ps i just looked up that phrase, because it boggles my mind, and apparantly legend has it (yes legend) that horses used to be accompanied by goats in order to calm them down- i believe in the racing world? who knows. but anyways i guess people would steal (or GET) their goat, which would rile them up.. wow, the things you learn.

so the reason i have been "gotten" tonight is mainly because i remember peoplemaking such a fuss when i used to work out roughly 2 years ago. and my friend had been telling me the other day i was way too big, and started talking about my back and whatnot.. anyways i had brushed him aside just as i had brushed everyone else aside back then- until i saw these. now i remember being in good shape, but im in good shape now. seeing these pictures, though, i realize im about half the size i used to be.

so now im somewhat unhappy with things. which is funny because today i was quite content, as i have been for a couple years. thinking i was only slightly smaller.. but alas, the goat is gone- and tomorrow starts my old diet and workout plan. which means i need a new shaker bottle from gnc. something i keep forgetting to purchase.